One Question

I want to know only one thing:

I am repeatedly banned because the policies of this forum prohibit the return of banned members for life?

Or why am I seen in the eyes of you all as a jerk? while in reality they are not at all!

If it were the 1st answer, I promise not to ever see me again! pity though .... I had built some new laserpointer and I wanted to share their photos with you all! especially Aspire Cf Mod thanks to the photos and advice of Lifetime & RedCowboy

Let me know!